The first time someone broke up with me was when I was 17. I was really in love with her. I’m a bit of a self-destructive sort back then so it spiraled into a haze of binge
that lasted for months. I guess you’ll call it
There are certain cycles in אסטרולוגיה when relationships are stressed to the limit. A good relationship that is based on the foundation of love, common interest, and trust will survive these astrological transits and other relationships with intrinsic or chronic problems will fall apart.
The first requirement is for you to know where your Venus is in your astrology chart. You can find this by looking at an ephemeris, look up the year, month and day. Under the sign of Venus you will see the degree and the astrology sign that your Venus is in.
Arguably one of the most challenging cycle or transit is a Pluto transit to your Venus. When you are under this influence your relationship will change in fact Pluto demands a major shift in your life in what you love and appreciate. This is one of the astrological indicators of divorce. The old relationship can be torn apart and you can meet and begin a new relationship. Relationships that begin under a Pluto transit are very karmic by nature and have a quality of deep intense attraction to that person. The way to survive a Pluto transit is to go deep within your psyche and reinvent your life. Get in touch with what is most important to you and let go of anything that is not in sync with your truth.
love at that age, but with hormones raging and all that, the emotional instability causes you to think it’s worse than it is.
Anyway, I started dating this girl after that who I guess can be called a rebound-turned-into-a-long-term-relationship.
However, 2 years later when the original came back and asked me if I wanted to try again (her words) I didn’t even think, I
The original girl I was so infatuated with dumped me 3 days after that for her old boyfriend. #bossplayer
That’s a two year relationship wasted for just 3 days of happiness. Rose tinted glasses does that to you.
The only other time I can remember being so #epicfail was when I was working in Kuching. I was dating this
who I literally
I thought she was perfection personified. She was The One (TM). I was happy for several months before I discovered that she was dating me for all the wrong reasons.
She dumped me for her old boyfriend (notice a trend here?) and left me devastated.
outside her house for an entire night until her mom came out with water and
for me. She on the other hand, never even bothered to look out the window. #likeaboss
I once again started a self-destructive methamphetamine habit (which I quit for her) and doing reckless shit like
90 cc of crystal meth with just 10 cc of water using the cold shake method. I also attempted
to get her attention. Little good did that do, hell, I’m even embarrassed to admit it now.
Anyway, since then I think I have zero meaningful relationships. I just messed around a bit (okay, a lot) and skated on thin, surface relationships.
I think in that period all my relationships can only be politely described as being with people who are
However, about a year back I started to think more about serious relationships. Not all of them worked but at least I stopped being such an asshole. I think that’s a really great start.
I guess life is like a box of
You never know what you’re going to get.