I’m too tired to post, I feel like throwing up all the time and I
haven’t slept or eaten in days. I’m looking forward to this impromptu
meet though coz it’s a road trip of sorts. I’m flying to JB later in
the morning to meet up with a Singaporean girl (I didn’t want to go to
Singapore just in case I look (un)worth enough of a urine drug test)
before getting tickets and going straight to Genting Highlands. I’ll
post again later today if Genting has Wi-Fi.
I have not slept nor eaten (except juice which gave me horrible acid
reflux) for several days. I can even see a pair of socks under the
table which morphed into a whale and then became a bundle of leaves
tied together. It only happens when I’m concentrating or talking (used
nitrous recreationally and lose my train of thought before asking again
with regard to the subject). ;)
I’ve been sleep deprived almost every day and I get Risperdal 6 mg
combined with Remeron 45 mg. The high is compounded with heroic doses
of tramadol (500 mg) and codeine (600 mgs) and the highlight of the
show was the only thing that is suppressed not sleeping.
I’m taking Concerta, Ritalin and phentermine since pentermine is
easy to get and it’s goes for 50 cents per capsule at that place I told
you about. I’m flying off to JB early this morning, fly again to KL
again before going to Genting Highlands for a break from everything.
I’m on enough diazepam to kill a small horse in my system. I just
took around 45 x 10 mg and 3 x 2 kg ) tablets of clonazepam and
apparently my mom told me I was sleep walking and wanted to go to
McDonald’s and also talking to myself on a cell phone (!) swear I had
my friends on the “cell phone” to talk crap with. It was so bizarre coz
the weird visuals were not over yet coz I saw my dad praying in the
corner of the room but when I looked there was no one there.
It’s not even an isolated incident; I did that air phone thing at
least 20 times. My mom is worried about my nocturnal habits. I think
it’s nothing but then again that’s moot since I’m going with a friend
I hope they have Wi-Fi over there…
P/S – I did that imaginary “cell phone” to call and they actually
answered in the perfect pitch and timbre, I swear to God they are so
real. Sleep deprivation visuals are fun.
OMG! I read the escalator and I’m going so late, which is a Bad Thing (TM).
I’m still waiting for my McDonald’s order, did I order or was it closed?