Abandon all hope, all ye who enters here…

breakfast with rene
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I’m too tired to post, I feel like throwing up all the time and I haven’t slept or eaten in days. I’m looking forward to this impromptu meet though coz it’s a road trip of sorts. I’m flying to JB later in the morning to meet up with a Singaporean girl (I didn’t want to go to Singapore just in case I look (un)worth enough of a urine drug test) before getting tickets and going straight to Genting Highlands. I’ll post again later today if Genting has Wi-Fi.

breakfast with jb

I have not slept nor eaten (except juice which gave me horrible acid reflux) for several days. I can even see a pair of socks under the table which morphed into a whale and then became a bundle of leaves tied together. It only happens when I’m concentrating or talking (used nitrous recreationally and lose my train of thought before asking again with regard to the subject). πŸ˜‰

I’ve been sleep deprived almost every day and I get Risperdal 6 mg combined with Remeron 45 mg. The high is compounded with heroic doses of tramadol (500 mg) and codeine (600 mgs) and the highlight of the show was the only thing that is suppressed not sleeping.

I’m taking Concerta, Ritalin and phentermine since pentermine is easy to get and it’s goes for 50 cents per capsule at that place I told you about. I’m flying off to JB early this morning, fly again to KL again before going to Genting Highlands for a break from everything.

I’m on enough diazepam to kill a small horse in my system. I just took around 45 x 10 mg and 3 x 2 kg ) tablets of clonazepam and apparently my mom told me I was sleep walking and wanted to go to McDonald’s and also talking to myself on a cell phone (!) swear I had my friends on the “cell phone” to talk crap with. It was so bizarre coz the weird visuals were not over yet coz I saw my dad praying in the corner of the room but when I looked there was no one there.

breakfast rene

It’s not even an isolated incident; I did that air phone thing at least 20 times. My mom is worried about my nocturnal habits. I think it’s nothing but then again that’s moot since I’m going with a friend

I hope they have Wi-Fi over there…

P/S – I did that imaginary “cell phone” to call and they actually answered in the perfect pitch and timbre, I swear to God they are so real. Sleep deprivation visuals are fun.

OMG! I read the escalator and I’m going so late, which is a Bad Thing (TM).

I’m still waiting for my McDonald’s order, did I order or was it closed?

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Project MISER DAYS 3-8: Psychotic episode

warded again

I was warded after a little psychotic episode on Sunday and was kept in until Friday (just now) before the psychiatrist deemed me fit for discharge. I’m on lamotrigine now as a mood stabilizer in addition to my existing repertoire of drugs [sixthseal.com]. I’m on 4 mg of Risperdal and 60 mg of Remeron daily though, that’s the changes to the older post.

warded again scar

The picture above shows the scar from the previous hospitalization [sixthseal.com] which has its stitches removed and is now nice and comfy.

warded again hospital food

Mmm…hospital food.

warded again hospital food macro

Mmm…a closer look at hospital food.

warded again mcdonalds

Mmm…McDonald’s McDelivery delivered to not just my ward, but my bed!

warded again mcdonalds happy meal

Happy Meals makes me happy.

warded again mc

I am slightly retarded. Just FYI.

warded again tax

Your taxpayer’s money hard at work! It cost me just RM 12 for my entire stay! Yes! I am certified insane!

P/S – The hospital bills were footed by my dad so he’s the sponsor of this post and the days ranging from the 3rd to the 8th of Project MISER Month on the account that I’m in the hospital. The project will continue as normal but without accounting for the impulsive tattoo done (next post) coz that tattoo cost RM 500 and it’s not a monthly expense but more of an impulsive event so I’m not including that. Future posts will not have Project MISER RM 250 appended to it but will be normal post titles. The post body will still include Remainder details and expenses though.

Remainder: RM 162.20

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