NEXT cigarettes review

next whats new

Philip Morris International has recently launched a new brand of
cigarettes called Next to fill the void left when the Malaysian
cigarette tax hike priced their flagship Marlboro brand out of the
reach of lower income bracket smokers at RM 6.50. Next is the new wave
of cigarette brands that retails at RM 4.50 – close to the “old”
(pre-tax hike) prices of mid-range cigarettes.

next cigarette packs

Next cigarettes comes in the standard two established tobacco
industry standard types – full flavored and lights (mild). The full
flavored packs comes in a darker shade of blue than the lights. The
design of Next cigarettes is minimalist, with just a characteristic
“streak” down the box aligned with the X of NEXT.

next cigarettes

The full flavored packs taste like a milder version of Marlboros –
and that’s not a bad thing at all. PM did well with NEXT, it tastes
like their premium flagship brand but is priced at a very affordable
price at RM 4.50 for a post cigarette tax hike.

next lights

I won’t bother with NEXT Lights, since the full flavored version is
already like a watered down Marlboro so you can imagine what the Lights
taste like…

next cigs fault line

There is one minor gripe I have with the quality of the cigarettes
though – all of the NEXT cigarettes (both full flavored and lights)
have a distinctive defect in the wrapper. There is a fault line running
down every cigarette, which seems to make the cigarette look fragile.
However, testing the cigarette by rolling a cannabis cigarette (which
stress tests the wrapper integrity) proved me wrong…the “fault line”
is not a bad wrap at all – the wrapper didn’t open up or tear at that
line (where I expected it to). It’s just the way NEXT cigarettes are
made – it’s not a structural integrity issue at all. Nice.

next cigs best thing

I like Next cigarettes since I smoke Marlboros and NEXT basically
taste the same, and it comes from the same tobacco company as well. The
retail price of RM 4.50 is making me switch from Marlboros to NEXT full
flavored cigarettes.

NEXT cigarettesThe next best thing… ;)

KFC Cheezy Wedges

cheezy wedges

There’s just something about ordering KFC and eating Cheezy Wedges
in the office while working overtime. The warm potato wedges is just
perfect for the rainy day compounded by the cold air conditioning

cheezy wedges open

Just look at the gooey cream and cheddar cheese slathered on the steaming hot potato wedges…

Mmm…cheese… *drools*

It’s my birthday today, but don’t wish me a happy birthday

It’s my birthday today. 5th of April, 1981 was the time I came into
this world. Birthdays can be time for celebration and it can be time
for contemplation as well. I’m going to go for the latter this year.

I’m going to be brutally honest and address one particular issue that needs to be resolved immediately:

bday meth iv 1

Download: Methamphetamine IV video []

I had become the typical meth fiend. The Mr. Hyde to the Dr. Jekyll.
You want to dig up dirt on me? Don’t bother, I’ll save you the time –
it’s all here for all to see. I have a methamphetamine problem – and
it’s not a small one. I always reach for the needle compulsively. I’m
an IDU (Intravenous Drug User) and I’m going to admit it. I hear it’s
the first step to quitting.

The audio and video has been compressed from the original 180 MB and
224 MB file respectively so there are some quality compromises. It
still gets the message through though…

bday meth iv 2

Download: Methamphetamine compulsive use []

This is the second time in 5 minutes that I shot up (three times, to
be exact). I had become so scattered, so fucked up and spun the fuck
out that I didn’t even notice I was shooting up the “wrong way” during
the second time (should be pointing towards me for a faster onset). I
probably wouldn’t have cared even if I knew.

I was just rolling on the high, looking for the next high, wanting the next shot, wanting to be high, high, high again.

I know the videos are going to be disgusting and off-putting. I have
received photos of tweakers doing their thing and it puts me off. I
realize that these videos are going to disgust and horrify some of you
too…but I’m putting it up anyway, coz it’s a realistic look into a
life of an IV meth user.

There were only two birthday cards for me this year – one from my
sister and one from my parents. I’ve neglected a lot of my friends and
also my gf. I realized that a long time ago but never took steps to
take care of it. I’ve put methamphetamine as #1 in my life and that has
cost me a lot. It’s a wake up call for me.

I’m quitting methamphetamine. I know I’ve said that many times
before but hopefully this year will be a new start. I’m 24 now for
fucks sake; it’s time to get with the program…

Chlordiazepoxide (Librium) – the first benzodiazepine

benpine bottle 5 mg

Chlordiazepoxide is the very first benzodiazepine that came out and
it’s the prototype for the benzodiazepine compounds. Leo Sternbach was
the man who discovered the psychoactive properties of chlordiazepoxide,
and it as a fluke too. He worked on synthesizing biotin when he first
went into Roche and when that was done, he was about to clear his lab
when he noticed a crystalline compound. He didn’t think it would be
worth sending for tests, but dropped it off anyway, and that decision
gave us the wonderful benzodiazepine family we have today. ;)

It’s all written down in “Good Chemistry: The Life and Legacy of Valium Inventor Leo Sternbach” and his personal memoir “The Benzodiazepine Story”
published in-house by Roche (rare book). The product trials started in
May 1957 and the excellent results from the clinical trials allowed
Roche to debut Librium (clordiazepoxide hcl) in 1960, which was well
received, considering the sedatives of that time didn’t exactly have
excellent safety profiles.

chlordiazepoxide psychotropic

Valium (diazepam) was only marketed in 1963, and it was the
blockbuster hit that propelled Roche to fame and fortune. However,
Librium (chlordiazepoxide) is the first benzodiazepine and that gives
it a lot of historical value. The chemical structure of
chlordiazepoxide hydrochloride is 7-
chloro-2-(methylamino)-5-phenyl-3H-1, 4-benzodiazepine 4-oxide
hydrochloride. It has the 1,4 benzodiazepine structure that most other
benzodiazepines share. Librium is the Adam of the benzodiazepine world.

I’ve taken chlordiazepoxide before and I wasn’t very impressed,
considering the heavyweights like clonazepam and alprazolam had been
released since the first benzodiazepine. However, I wanted to get more
before I write about it and that was difficult coz most GPs don’t stock
this considerably weak and old benzodiazepine anymore. I got my
pharmacy in Sibu to get one in through “unofficial channels” (it’s
faster) and received it when I was back home the week before. I
purchased it for RM 250 (!) which was a pleasant surprise, since
private channels usually doesn’t come cheap. I guess Thailand must have
really cheap generic benzodiazepines.

chlordiazepoxide habit forming

This is the bottle of generic chlordiazepoxide marketed under ATC
and named Benpine. I had asked him to get the 25 mg ones, but his
source could not get them. I don’t mind anyway, since it’s still a lot
of chlordiazepoxide. :) It was obtained from Thailand and comes in a
1000 pill glass bottle containing 5 mg of sugar coated chlordiazepoxide
base (as Hcl). There is a red stamp with the words “FOR EXPORT ONLY – Psychotropic substance” on one side and “WARNING: MAY BE HABIT FORMING” on the other. Habit forming, eh? No shit… ;)

benpine bottle 1000

Anyway, these 5 mg sugar coated chlordiazepoxide tablets are nice to
suck on – I don’t measure how much I take, I just grab a handful and
suck on those since it’s a very low potency benzodiazepine. The sugar
coated feature is nice – there’s a burst of sweetness from the pills
you just popped in, and once that’s gone, a slightly bitter (not as
much as alprazolam) taste dominates. It comes on very fast; it’s one of
the rapid acting benzodiazepines. I felt the familiar benzodiazepine
effects within 30 minutes every time.

Chlordiazepoxide has the classic anxiolytic, sedative, hypnotic, and
anti-convulsant effects of benzodiazepines. It peaks at the 2 hour
point and starts to return to baseline after that. However, it doesn’t
leave you hanging just like that – chlordiazepoxide feels like diazepam
(Valium) in that sense…the peak plasma concentration slowly goes away
instead of just disappearing like Xanax. It’s interesting to read that
the monograph lists desmethylchlordiazepoxide, demoxepam,
desmethyldiazepam and oxazepam as the active metabolites which remains
in you for anywhere from 5-48 hours. It’s supposed to be notoriously
unpredictable in the time to peak plasma and half life calculations.

atc 5
ATC 5 – The new Erimin 5. ;)

Chlordiazepoxide feels good – it’s nice to know that the very first
benzodiazepine can still perform. I went on a chlordiazepoxide-only
benzodiazepine intake for two days. It does the job (in large enough
doses) and I felt happy on it. :) I didn’t notice much in the way of
what people call “hangover effects” since I don’t get them on other
benzos anyway. However, I noticed that my motor skills were slightly
impaired on the second day after a high dose on it. I’ve taken it for
quite a while now; I just grab a fistful of it like candy and pop them
in my mouth. I find that anything below 500 mg (approximate) didn’t do
much. It tastes like candy though, with its sugar coating. Heh!

Unfortunately, it goes all too quickly too…just like candy. I
won’t miss the effects (which was nice, btw, but the benzos I’m on now
suits me better), but the sugar coated 5 mg generic Chlordiazepoxide
Hcl pills will always bring a smile to my face. I found out that I did
like chlordiazepoxide, an not just for the historical value, but also
from the way the active metabolites slowly hangs around for the rest of
the day until you redose. I didn’t have to scramble for lorazepam or
more Xanax, unlike the newer benzodiazepine compounds coz of the sharp
blood plasma concentration reduction.

chlordiazepoxide handful

Chlordiazepoxide is worth exploring for historical value…getting
to sample the first benzodiazepine was fun. I remember the highest dose
taken was about 800 – 1000 mg over a 15 minute period one night to
finish of the rest of the bottle (it was still about 1/5 full), and I
was just watching a movie while repeatedly reaching for more until I
realized I finished it. I didn’t feel an urge to sleep, but I did get a
feeling as if I was stoned. It was fun.

However it should be noted that chlordiazepoxide has been associated
with seizures (?!?!) at high doses, so be careful. I didn’t get
seizures though, it could be an isolated incident like triazolam alone
causing an OD death in one patient. It would be wise to exercise
caution though – I was really irritable after the chlordiazepoxide
holiday and it took me a couple of days to normalize back to my usual
dose, and I had to up that to make it faster too. :p

Oh, and er…April Fool! Here at, it’s still the 1st of April until I say it’s not. ;)

Guide to rolling a concealable cigarette joint

guide worktable

This is a basic beginner’s guide to rolling a concealable joint that looks like a cigarette for discreet use in public. The orthodox method of joint rolling does not seem to be popular in Malaysia due to the low proliferation of rolling papers, compounded by the unique customs in a country where drug use is generally frowned upon and the sociological factors affecting ganja (cannabis, marijuana, weed) consumption and the local etiquette involved with cannabis use, people prefer to use healthier ways to smoke like the Liquido24 .

Listed below are the items necessary for making a cigarette joint:

1. Cannabis (also known as ganja, marijuana, weed, grass, pot etc)

guide malaysian weed

Shown above is the commonly available cannabis in Malaysia – highly compressed for minimal bulk.

2. Cigarettes

marlboro cigarettes

This is the Marlboro “Racing Edition” packs – Marlboros are ideal due to the high structural integrity of the paper. Pall Mall is also acceptable due to the extreme ease of tobacco removal (low density) but
has a more fragile paper.

3. Syringe

defanged syringe

Please snap off the needle for safety purposes – only the plunger is required, though the body provides a relatively clean receptacle for storing it. IV users should remove the orange cap to avoid mistaking it for a usable syringe (which is why the needle should be snapped off).

Guide to making a cannabis cigarette:

cannabis shredded

Step 1: Prepare a “workspace” i.e. a clean sheet of
glossy paper to “shred” the cannabis. There are some people who prefer to utilize scissors for this tedious task, but manual shredding can be enjoyable for the people who enjoy working hands-on with cannabis.
Prepare an amount according to personal preference.

cigarette guideline

Step 2: Take one cigarette and hold it at the
reference point shown in the photo above. User preference is the overriding factor here, but generally 1-2 cm above the filter is a good guideline.

cigarette prep

Step 3: Work you way down the length of the
cigarette by applying rotational pressure with an appropriate amount of force to “loosen” up the tobacco inside the cigarette. Please do not use excessive force as the integrity of the cigarette will be compromised. Marlboros generally can withstand moderately rough
treatment without adverse effects.

tobacco removal

Step 4: Extract all the tobacco from the cigarette
starting from the reference point. The tobacco can be pulled out when it emerges during Step 3 and stroking the cigarette downwards will loosen up the remaining tobacco for spinning (mixing with cannabis).

cannabis tobacco mix

Step 5: It is essential that at least some tobacco
is used as cannabis alone will not burn well. The ratio of cannabis to
tobacco should be very high (for non-smokers) or 2:1 (for smokers). 1:1
ratios are also acceptable in times of low cannabis availability.

hollow cigarette

Step 6: The emptied cigarette should look like the
photo above. The entire cigarette should be hollow up to the reference
point. The reference point is used to avoid cannabis wastage by
ensuring that the very end of the cannabis cigarette contains tobacco
only. This will prevent users from having to smoke right down to the
filter, which can be unpleasant to the palate. Notice that the
structural integrity of the hollowed out cigarette is maintained.

cannabis tobacco sift

Step 7: Combine the cannabis with tobacco by
sifting it using the fingers. Please ensure that an equal distribution
is prepared and ensure that there are no excessively large pieces of
the mixture present. It is also important that the stem and seeds of
the cannabis bud is not used as the former can tear the cigarette when
repacked and the latter would result in an uneven burn.

adding surplus

Step 8: Previous cannabis + tobacco preparation
surplus can also be added at this point (if any). Ensure that the
sifting process is repeated if surplus mix is used.

cannabis mix heap

Step 9: There should be a pile of cannabis and
tobacco mixture on your workspace at this point. It is important to
note that potential sources of airstreams such as ceiling fans should
be neutralized. Working with cannabis requires a wind free environment,
much like methamphetamine use. This rule should be adhered to strictly,
at the expense of extreme displacement of substance(s) due to changing
wind currents or existing atmosphere disturbances. The latter includes,
but is not limited to, people breathing over your neck, sneezing, and
coughing either by yourself or others.

syringe plunger

Step 10: Prepare the plunger by removing the plunger from the body of the syringe completely.

plunger first pack

Step 11: Grip the cigarette firmly on the filter
tip and insert plunger carefully into the cigarette, making sure to
minimize unnecessary contact with the sides or (more importantly) the
top of the cigarette to avoid structural damage. This first step is
done to ensure that the 1-2 cm of tobacco intentionally left behind in
the cigarette is packed properly as the base for a smooth draw.

filling cannabis

Step 12: Hold the hollow cigarette at 45 degrees
and proceed to fill the cigarette with the cannabis and tobacco
mixture. It is essential that no contact is made with the fragile tip
of the cigarette. Instead, allow gravity to do most of the work by
using the thumb and forefingers to “drop” the mixture into the
cigarette. This can be achieved by using the motion used to snap your
fingers (without actually doing so) while holding the mixture on top of
the cigarette.

packing cannabis

Step 13: Periodically insert the plunger into the
slowly refilled cigarette to ensure that the density is maintained.
Using the fingers of one hand to tentatively grip the paper top of the
cigarette and holding it while pushing the plunger in and
simultaneously “docking” the filter to the table to provide support
will “pack” the cigarette effectively, though it should be mentioned
that this requires some expertise to avoid compromising the integrity
of the cigarette paper.

cannabis cigarette filled

Step 14: Repeat Steps 12 – 13 until the cigarette
is repackaged with cannabis. It should look like this after it’s being
filled – with minimal damage to the exterior. It justifies reiterating
that no stems should be present in the mix due to the possibility of it
tearing the paper.

cannabis cigarette repacked

Step 15: The refilled cannabis cigarette can be
left as is, though this practice is not recommended due to the
possibility of confusing the cigarette joint for a real cigarette.

cannabis cigarette

Step 16: Twist the tip of the cigarette to produce
a classic joint “twist close” shape to differentiate the cannabis
cigarette from factory packed cigarettes.

Congratulations! The cannabis cigarette is now ready to be enjoyed or transported under the guise of a normal cigarette.

filter trimming

It should be noted that smoking the cannabis joint disguised as a
cigarette would not produce optimal effects due to the cigarette
filter. The cigarette filter should be removed, stripped down to a
minimal amount and reinserted to produce a more THC laden smoke. The
video below describes the methodology involved and includes a cool
trick to remove the filter (Thanks dc!):

cannabis cigarette video

Download: Cannabis cigarette filter removal trick and lighting up []

Please note that smoking cannabis in public is illegal and there is
a very real risk of a law enforcement officer stopping you and asking
for a toke. ;)

cannabis april fool

Happy April Fool’s Day! The “cannabis” above is just tobacco and
nothing illegal was used in the making of this post. I know I’m a day
late, but who would believe it if it was posted on 1st of April? ;)

Stilnox – zolpidem experience report (100 mg oral)

stilnox zolpidem

Stilnox is the name zolpidem is marketed under by the sanofi-aventis
group. It is sold as Ambien in the US and Myslee in Japan. The three
names all refer to zolpidem tartrate tablets in 10 mg doses. It’s made
by the same company, just sold under different names in different
countries, a pharmaceutical practice I never did understand, like Roche
selling clonazepam as Klonopin in the US and Rivotril elsewhere.

stilnox blister back

Stilnox (zolpidem) is one of the four non-benzodiazepine novel
z-drugs. Zolpidem belongs to the imidazopyridine group of chemical
compounds. It has a very short half-life of just 2 hours and is
marketed as a hypnotic (sleeping pill). It was the second z-drug to
come out, debuting in 1992 after zopiclone (1989). The third z-drug is
zaleplon (Sonata), which is not available in Malaysia.

The fourth one (used to be only 3 of them) has just hit the market
under the name Lunesta (eszopiclone) and is the first one to be
approved for indefinite prescription (!). I’ve been following
eszopiclone for quite a while and it just came out (as in now), so it’s
not available in Malaysia yet. However, I just talked to my doctor
about this and he’s excited (my extreme enthusiasm about
pharmaceuticals is infectious) about it too.

Mostly about the “indefinite prescription” part, coz he’s been
giving me Dormicum (midazolam) 15 mg, Rivotril (clonazepam) 2 mg, and
Xanax (alprazolam) 0.25 mg. I’ve been getting this from him regularly
and he’s starting to talk about tapering, so I compromised on the Xanax
(used to have 0.5 mg). Which is fine by me, he doesn’t know about the
other two doctors who’re prescribing me other benzodiazepines. ;)

He’s a nice doctor though – he’s made it clear that medical support
is will always be available from him due to my long history of
benzodiazepine use, so he’s only going to encourage me to taper off
Xanax and stay on Rivotril and Dormicum indefinitely. I appreciate him
for that. He’s the best doctor I have now, since the one in Sibu
stopped practicing due to the Big C (Bless Him!). There’s another nice
and understanding doctor here that I see, but he has a disturbing
tendency to read Bible verses to me…

The good doctor (the one I was talking about) is not a big fan of
the “lazy” (his words) people at BPFK and estimates that it’ll take 8
months before Singapore approves Lunesta and probably close to a year
before Malaysia gets the clinical data and safety profiles from other
countries and finally writes a monograph and by the time it’s approved,
it’ll be 2 years. I like his healthy disregard for the BPFK. ;) He’s
going to get it in for me anyway, which is great of him…hopefully,
I’ll be the first to sample eszopiclone in Malaysia.

I digress…back to zolpidem, I bought it from the pharmacy in Sibu
(amongst other things which I will post about soon). I don’t need
prescriptions coz the pharmacy is owned by someone related to my mom. I
think she’s my aunt or something. I didn’t know that until much later,
I just became friends with the son a couple of years ago, and now I
realize he’s my cousin. Jesus. I digress again. The Stilnox (zolpidem)
cost me RM 30 which means one 10 mg tablet is RM 3. I’ve had zolpidem
before (which is where the pill pictures come from), but not in 100 mg
doses. This will be my first time ingesting a high dose of zolpidem.

stilnox tablets

This experience report details the oral ingestion of zolpidem under the following parameters:

Dosage: 10 x 10 mg Stilnox (zolpidem tartrate) for 100 mg in a single dose.
Experiment aims: Exploring the pharmacodymanics of
high doses of zolpidem and reported visuals associated with it. (Read:
Get high and have fun. ;))
Other drug interactions: Methamphetamine use for the
past 72 hours (3 days) without sleep and food. Clonazepam, alprazolam
and lorazepam also taken during the past 8 hours before dosing.
Cannabis was smoked after dosing.

zolpidem experience

Download: Zolpidem (Stilnox) experience video []

Experience report (complete and uncorrected):

Damn, I just saw red spots (large ones) everywhere after I downed
100 mg of zolpidem (whole blister pack of 10 x 10 mg damn I can still
type ::))

Good; I already have sleep deprivation hallucinations coz ive been
up for 3 days without sleep and food. The fucking walls (thank god for
ms word auto capital letter) were CRAWLING. Fucking moving like I just
took a large amount of k (not line, just near till you can’t move).

Yeah things are starting to look strange now. Definite improvement
from the previous sleep dep visuals, this is more mellow, slow. Like
the start of an acid trip teaser visuals. I keep on forgetting wat I
wanted to do. Allthat meth no sleep and benzos (had al ot of diff ones
just now, I do that towards the end of the run while still injecting
just so I don’t go fucking psycho and assault someone, you know that
meth comedown violent feeling, so its good to temper it a bit with

Was telling a friend that us Asians (in some more liberal countries
anyway) don’t really tell people from the US or UK about how large (wow
things are moving now, surfaces quivering and OEV, wow) anyway we don’t
tell coz the climate here allows some of us to buy benzos in huge
amounts and it’s always available in a pharmacy you know, and also the
multiple scripts you get from different docs. Imagine always having
large quantities of Dormicum, Xanax, Rivotril (Klonopin), Ativan,
Mogadon, Phenobarbital, Valium and so forth at home.

Imagine how big a habit you can work out in countries where benzos
are easily obtainable shit I forgot wat I wantd to say. Anyway, imagine
having all that benzos around and imagine the huge doses we need. I
hear US people saying that 30 mg diazepam is “excessive”. Jesus, I take
200 mg diazepam an drink red wine for fun..and someone said no one can
take 100 mg of valium and still stay awake. Was laughing coz when
you’re in a benzo friendly country you can get as much benzos as you
want, so its easy to work up to a habit for life.

US and other countries are diff, its harder to stockpile such a huge
amount since rx rules are tighter and pharms won’t sell it to profit
under the table. Thus, more people there are less experienced with
benzos so we usually don ‘t comment since we come from Benzo Bazaar. :)

Ok donr writing, gonna check on visuals now coz I’ve been
steadfastly ifnoring hem for the past minutes while I concentrate and
finish what I was writing. Everything looks smooth now and I can seee
cardboard box that contains a fan slowly developing cracks and cracks

I knew it! :) Meth runs without sleep (dep hallucinations) and
without food (ultra fast absorption) and zopidem or zopiclone will give
you nice visuals esp when you close your eyes (INTENSE). Benzos won’t
improve on the visuals, it just calms you down a bit, the only ones
there are from sleep dep/

But the z drugs (have not tried the other one not available here,
sonata I think) will IMPROVE on th visuals and calms you down too.
However, don’t mean to be dicksizing or anything, just stating the
obvious), you need to have a large benzo tolerance to remain awake at
large doses of benzos or zopidem/zopiclon. You gotta be awake to enjoy
the visuals. It’s nice, it’s not like the scary sleep dep ones but an
improved fun ad happy visual anomalies. Heh) smoking cannabis after
taking also makes it more fun.

I want to get sth to eat coz ihaven’t for 3 days but I dun think I
an be sober. I forget things instantly. Jesus. But I’m hugry and I need
water coz I hardly drank any during my meth run// will go now, it’s
okay, it’s the regular place, just get sth to take away and of course
drinks. I need to drink.

Wow fuck I closed my eyes for 10 seconds and I saw myself CLEARLY ,
saw my reflection clearly sitting on a train and looking out the dark
window. It was night. It was SO VIVID I couldn’t believe it/ I’ll
always take zopidem when coming down. Get entertained with these sweet
visuals before sleeping. I’m going to get food now though, wish me
luck, I can’t retain a memory for more than 2 secs/

Just want to tell you all that there’s SWARMS of schools of those
black worms/snakes moving around the room. They can turn bigger and
become translucent too. Heh I’m enjoying this. I can close my eyes and
see myself in a coffee shop with people moving around me to sit and eat
too, one guy had a yellow t shirt and was wearing glasses. So vivid and
nice these CEVs/ oops sorry I used the wron reference just now. All
above means OEV when I wrote CEV. Of course I got a lot of nice opened
eyed visuals but the ones I described as ultra pantone color vivid
comes in closed eyed visuals. It’s like the mind makes a dream for our
eyeballs. We could just be large balls floating on some God’s bar where
everyone is wearing a while robe and has a bread, yo know the works.

We could be in that ball like matrix and the god eats it and poof
our plate of reality as we know it is gone with just one chew.
Everything we’ve known and loved. Forgotten coz we cease to exist after
that. Imagine if we’re really in dimensions. We could be in a baseball
in a God’s beer mug now and he nearly sipped the whole ball (quite big)
in but decided not to yet.

Last time not as intense coz no meth run (sleepdep) and 3 days
without sleep (dep) and food (metabolizedultra fast) plus absobtion.

I took zopidem alone (not whole blister pack but near it) a couple
of years ago and the visuals were dismal compared to this. And I cant
even remember your name Bob! I’m moving around, whee!

Note recipe:
3 days of tweaking the usual way with no food no sleep and minimal water
(I had to move very close co I had to make sure I was writing the
currect thing coz I forgot now and theres; a guy in a grey shirt
dancing in my peripheral visual (hallucinationsm the good ones oopslose
ability to type liaw’

shit drool is uncontrollable too, it kept dripping and drooling out
for a long time now, think its either the benzos or the excessive meth
runs of constant IV and smoking compulsively. That can make yu lose
control over body too. Droolin manifests frst.\\\\

and my walls are crawling again in nice big chunks now, not those small
pixels. This is a] large scale people painting the wall wth cements and
brick laying, wowl

Fucking entertaining I tell you, will do this again, defiately.

There is an old lady, quite big sizd, plybp. Damn the curse in word
coms in multiple shades of changing color and there’s an car exhause
following it. Old lady still there though. Just suddenly appear and sit
in the corner hugging her knees. Quite scared coz it’s probably just a
hallucination (even though I clearly sw her including her mostly blue
blouse the common chinese people wears in older days and she looks up
at e with her umbrealla tightly held on her lap. Life of a poor old
50+homemaler, just like in a cauge. She always looks at me when I look
at her. Please don’t talk t me right now I need fucking really
concentrate tremember everything which is important.

Oh yah I enjy ythose peple, they enjy making a home and they’re nice
always carring. I feel sorry for er, unfortauntely she left and a much
younger guy (who’s halluicioation coz I can see him when I turn around
only in my peri vision. Very real.

I had one last thing t saw but I forgot. Oh yeah remember now. I’m
not going to type now coz the fonts chages colors and the keys on my
keyboard keeps moving around to make me typo. I can hardly write now,
too many funky disco balls and flashes of people I talked to ujst now.

Its peakig now, right now! The keyboards didn’t look right and kept
mophing and moving around ad deverywhing here is good now, the big
league hallucinations have come out in foce!!!!!!!!!

Walking hard textured walls moving and discussing, 4 of them.

I keep on drooling.

And I thought and FELT an early 30’s guy, from about here, just came
to push my chair in deeper so I wn’t fall down. Hey your mnitor is full
of animated videw wor. Even looking at dead monitor makes me se thigs.

Whoa, the world just like passed around me just now mst have oned
out the girl and his father stll here, and that’s tehe security guards
to carry our stuff now so I can put everthing in one place.

Its obvio I cam’t typ now s I’l enjoy rest of this three combo trip.
Its fun. P)Amesome experience right ater hard meth run with IB and
smoking I would lik to go (drolled) gain co I can’t write in this
state, strong OEV – opned eye visuals and my drool is stll on mhin and
inever bothered o wipe it

Hey that rcipe is the only way to go. I forgot now pkw4 l4y m4 yu4

Are so strong thJesis thhe trps sare so stron and insightlyu.

Jut quk jot recipe
1. dun et and skee I’m drooling ain.

And fuck my entire floor moved. Ants all I n rw I tink they’re still ther should I heck? Going tp cjec;l

Back. I just said that this combo is soooo good I havee to call it
psychedelics Try seeubg the walls behind you move straigt contnueslyl,
thhe cardnard boxes that are really dancing and moving. Oh, the
anterograde amnesia – second to one! :) I don’t ist wrote recoe

Recipe: (c0nceentrate)

Enough meth to IV or get big inhles, that works well too

Damn it, I an’t even remember wat I’m doing and the box seems to sliding cars like in thise KLIA bugues.



1. methamphetamine (crystal meth for IV and smoking ibsessively). High doss thanks for helping me type this.


Most have teams for ths journey
Methamphetamine (crystal meth) – to last you to remain waait no matter
wht hapend. – take lots, inject lots, keep on holding long huge pufs.
Dunno wat I’m talking now but just go intense until we die lah, we
don’t live long, so rather enjoy. everyonee kan?

The side of my cel phone is actually loving now, contbuously, swimming, the allows. I’m droling again.

Shit the rite haired very own woman is squatted here.whats the deal, I’m cofused.

Recipe for Methamphetamine

Can’t concentrate and everything is moving now =m eveb durt’ uts like god aci/magicshrrom mix.

Why do I keep drooling?? Ca’t control the muscles theer.
I was sitting hefore 5 minte rereading the previous para and we don’t
now what to o. It’s prob coz excessive (I tweak like fuck, will put up
the video of me hell, I always except to die each time I quit.

Wahl ah ths box can squirm and loosen hs Sumi type arms and hes ,k
ij kuje he’s going to break out of the box soon bt of course I nw hat
this is just for the combo I too just iw ithub grab is happebng though
its very nice to see your new home deciraub fir 2 hurs. Wow is late and
I need to get something to eat. And I’m stone an what was hat I took?
Yah mth muns, toll me.

Sorry forgo the combo instro


1. Methamphetamine run (3 days without food and sleep and minimal water) +
2. Various benzodiazepines (optional, it’s just coz I dependant)
3. You should be very hungry by now, meth is just not telling you. SO
just constantly IV and smoke continuously until you go half crazy,
which wish
Crystal methamphetamine can do any time IT WANT featured the 3rd day.

I’m very very confused now though, the peak has passed – I love this trip.Thanks everyone!

Zolpidem is such a nice guy what did he do this to me. I know, I
wanted it, but you still have to take more benzos. Jesus, I looked over
the CRT monitor tat wasn’t functioning and I saw myself and screen
warping in 3d. Like I’m in a sitcom. Bizarre this 100 mg dose zopidem
when going out – the visuals are intense, you probably will forget
something (everything), I think she’s funny. She got me 100 mg fr RM 30
we’re firnds.

I’m at plateus now, no it should be alright if I drive very ery
safely. I want to grab something to eat and enjoy strilling around
while getting tis mellow ass hallucinations. Thanks!

P/S – My notebook case (black) was so intense just now.. Full opened
eyed hallucioations. Saw the bag beieng move. It moves like tentacles
until puzzled, I looked it in the eye and it’s stil don’t care and wave
the smaller strands and threads in front of my face.

I still can’t stop dooling the whole time. I think we’re still under
the influence but passed two hours already (prob coz I take lots). I’m
don’t have good motor control and I saw the ground in that room movep
like it was living.

OK im not making sense now. I will enjoy the rest of the trip and grab something to eat. Zopidem gets big tumbs up from me!

I’m at baseline now – it’s been 2 hours and 30 minutes or so since I
dosed. It’s great one, zolpidem – it gives visuals in the right
condition. I hereby declare myself fond of zolpidem and I realize that
a big part part of the reason I like it so much is the peak, where the
thought patterns gets all mixed up and the heavier visuals starts to
come and everything just gets intense and disorienting for a while.

It feels like everything is confusing and it feels like total abandon! :)

I can see why people like this. The anterograde amnesia effects were
very strong as well, comparable to midazolam. I don’t know whether it
was the high dose I took but I can’t remember what happened an hour ago
coz the time skipped. Total abandon and time skipping – it’s gotta be
good. :p I can’t say I didn’t have fun though.

Plus, zolpidem has a short 2-3 hours half-life only so it’ll be
perfect for recreational use if you can remain awake on very high
doses. It feels good peaking at 100 mg of zolpidem on an empty stomach
and experiencing the delirium, disorientation and you won’t be able to
remember. ;)

It’s all about the disorientating peak – it feels like magic mushrooms with hit of nitrous oxide. Nice…

Disclaimer: This is an April Fool’s day post.

The Bakery Moments

the bakery moments

The Bakery Moments is a Norwegian concept bakery located at The Curve in Mutiara Damansara that serves Norwegian bakery products.

bakery moments al fresco

The Bakery Moments has abundant seating arrangement, both indoor and
al fresco. This is the first outlet of The Bakery Moments in Malaysia.

bakery moments counter

The main counter of The Bakery Moments showcases some of their
bakery products. You’ll notice that The Bakery Moments has a stylized
y, which is made to look like a green heart and is a prominent element
throughout the bakery.

bakery moments cold deli

There is also a self-service deli/sandwich counter in the middle of
the place, with various bottled and canned drinks from mineral water to
coke available.

bread rack

The Bakery Moments also has a bread rack, true to its name and they offer a wide variety of different breads.

bakery moments deli

The cold sandwich counter features a wide range of sandwiches, with
fillings to please everyone from the vegan to the meat lover. I went
for the Swimming Shrimp Avocado (RM 12).

bakery moments time

I also ordered a Sunny bolle (RM 2.50) from the
main counter for something sweet. I love the attention to detail in The
Bakery Moments – everything from the stylized green heart logo to the
two clocks showing the time in Malaysia and Norway.

bakery moments lunch

This is what I had for lunch – there’s the Swimming Shrimp Avocado
sandwich (served on a plate by the waitress), a Sunny Bolle, and a 600
ml bottle of Aquarius mineral water. The staff also gave me a free
piece of chocolate cake.

bakery free choc cake

This is the generous piece of chocolate cake that came as a free
sample. It’s fluffy and nice, with just the right balance of sweetness
complemented by the smattering of dark chocolate chips on top.

sunny bolle

The Sunny Bolle is a pastry with hints of pineapple and cinnamon
which is a great combination. The Bakery Moments seem to cycle their
products fairly often as all the food I’ve had are fresh and don’t have
the stale tones that other bakeries often have.

swimming shrimp avocado

The Swimming Shrimp Avocado comes with generous amounts of filling
and can be heated upon request. I prefer to eat deli sandwiches cold
though, so I didn’t opt for that.

swimming shrimp avocado filling

Here’s a close look at the Swimming Shrimp Avocado – it has shrimps,
avocado, cream cheese, lettuce, spring onion and cucumber. The fillings
just burst with flavor and juices when bitten into.

The Bakery Moments @ The Curve comes highly recommended from me. It
has great bakery products and the service from the staff is excellent.

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