Intense

I’ve been pretty busy with my assignments this week. There’s just
one final one to finish up this weekend. Yay! Go me! =D I’m taking a
break tonight though, took a nap this afternoon and it refreshed me.
Okay, I haven’t done the Friday Five [fridayfive.org] for a while now, so here goes:

Apr 11, 2003

Answer the following five questions in your weblog or journal. Make
sure you leave a comment here with a link to your post or just leave
your answers in the comments section.

1. What was the first band you saw in concert?
Korn. It was 1996 and they were doing their Life is Peachy tour. This was in Christchurch, NZ.

2. Who is your favorite artist/band now?
Hmm…if I had to choose one I’ll say NOFX. I like the Fat Wreck Chords
compilations too, that’s the bands that are under Fat Mike’s label.

3. What’s your favorite song?
I have a lot of favorite songs. I’m listening to 1200 Micrograms –
Mescaline now and the Fear & Loathing in Las Vegas soundbites are
sounding really good. Cheesy, but good.

4. If you could play any instrument, what would it be?
Guitar.

5. If you could meet any musical icon (past or present), who would it be and why?
I can’t think of one…music is ephemeral…fleeting…kinda like life in that sense.

Okay, that’s it from me. I’m going to get some dinner now. πŸ™‚

Another day…

anotcaul.jpg

There’s 1000 words right there. πŸ˜‰ I’ve having a really busy time
with all my assignments, so I haven’t been making real posts lately.
I’m going to take a nap now coz I woke up fairly early today. I’ll post
again tonite. Oh and that picture is of the Monash University campus in
Caulfield.

10th April, 2003

gf2002p.jpg

I just got the birthday present from my girlfriend today. πŸ™‚ It
takes ages for registered mail to get from Malaysia -> Melbourne,
don’t know why that is.

gf2002s.jpg

It’s a U2 black shirt. πŸ™‚ I think she remembers the U2 purple one
that was my favourite in 1999/2000. I don’t remember why, but I
developed some kind of weird attachment to that one and I was wearing
it every third day or something like that. Heh. I haven’t got a black
shirt so this one would fit into my wardrobe nicely. Thanks Louisa! πŸ™‚

[Edit: Here’s the picture of me in the shirt. :)]

wear4gf.jpg

Where did that come from?

mugolf96.jpg

I’ve walked this route nearly every day for 2 1/2 years now and I’ve
never seen this sign before. I could have sworn it wasn’t there before,
and yet the sign is dated 1996. It’s just by the instant traffic lights
to halls too, so I wonder how I could have missed it all the while. I
wanted to post this yesterday, but I forgot. I just found it strange
that I’ve never noticed this sign before today. Golf practice indeed.
Heh! πŸ™‚

Stop the press!

Note: This is a post by veritas.

OMG, I just found a cure for ‘speed dick’ aka “I can’t get it up
when I’m tweaking, dammit!”. I just saw several photos of a really hot
chick which provoked an instant response of mind blinding lust.
=D I’m not at liberty to share the photos (you don’t know what you’re
missing!) so unfortunately I can’t show you the tantalizing images that
provokes thoughts of pure desire and lust for the subject. I fear that
photographic media will never arouse me again after this. I’ll be
subconsciously comparing other photographs against the ones I was
privileged to see today and all will fall short. I had previously
thought I’ve gained a particular ‘tolerance’ towards photographic media
as a visual arousal cue, but I was wrong. I’ve can’t remember the last
time I’ve been so stimulated just by looking at a photo!

The first glance produced a nearly uncontrollable state of arousal
although my mind still hasn’t registered and processed the components
of the image yet. It was a Pavlov reaction in that sense, I was
terribly aroused, but I didn’t know why, because my neurons have yet to
translate the visual input into a cohesive image. These are truly
amazing photos of a really beautiful girl. It just did the trick for
me, and then it was “Houston, we have liftoff”. The fact that the
pictures alone overcame the seldom talked about side-effect of
amphetamines certainly was interesting and deserves mention.

Granted, the subject of the photos is very sexually
appealing, but the amphetamine induced er…contraction of that
particular organ isn’t very easy to overcome either and that makes this
a case where excessive use of hyperbolic adjectives is warranted. πŸ˜‰
I’m still looking at the photos now, and I’m feeling another rush of
blood to my loins as I visually devour her feminine features – the
alluring face, with eyes that seem to stare straight at me, the lovely
shade of wispy brown hair falling beautifully around her, and I’m
hypnotized by her soft, smooth skin and I long for just a taste of her
tender, perfect legs and in my fantasy, I am gently parting her supple,
yielding legs and indulging in her essence while she exhales softly and
reaches out for me…

Okay, now writing all that made me need a really cold shower again. πŸ˜‰ I think I’ll better crash the benzo tea party
[sixthseal.com] and eat every single one of the guests now (except
dexamphetamine, of course – he wasn’t invited anyway). It’s getting
late and sleep is still far from my dopamine saturated brain. Now that
I think of it, I haven’t eaten anything in days. Oh well, I’ll just get
some food in me when I wake up. I’m still very much awake and charged
up, so do your magic, alprazolam, and lead me down the path where
reality is dreaming and the land is abundant with Zzz…

Cryptic

clpostad.jpg

I saw this ad on the floor while walking on the Clayton campus
today. It’s for the regular poster sales they have at the campus
center. Very enigmatic…

Anyway, I just got a call from an Optus representative offering to
upgrade my phone set. It sounded good until he mentioned the 24 month
contract. I told him there’s no way I can do that, coz I’m graduating
in June. Well, he said I’m due for an upgrade (probably part of their
new customer service to reduce churn) and offered me A$11 free call
credits per month for 12 months. There’s a catch though, if I leave
within 12 months, I have to pay A$55 and even my poor math skillz tells
me that’s not good value considering the fact that I’m graduating in
June. Okay, their anti-churn techniques are very sneaky indeed. Oh, and
churn is the industry term for customers switching over to a
competitor’s network. Now, I bargained for a 6 month term of A$22
credits but of course he couldn’t make that happen. Haha! I pushed for
the ‘yes’AnyPhone plan, which I really want to get on coz of the 30
cents for 10 minutes calls to landlines and mobiles. It’s very useful
when using a calling card at night. Unfortunately, that requires me to
change my plan to a A$55 dollar a month one, with A$55 call credits. It
sounded okay at first, but wait, being on that plan will increase my 30
second charges by 6 cents. Of course I declined. Oh yeah, something
funny happened at this point. The rep was looking at my details and he
was wondering how I got on a government plan. Heh! My current plan has
really cheap per minute rates and it’s charged every 30 seconds (more
cost effective) and I need to pay for usage only, so it’s not actually
a plan. He puzzled over it and asked me how I got on this rate which is
meant for loyal customers in the government and large organizations.
Well, to tell you the truth, I don’t know. I stopped pushing for
upgrades after that, none of them sounded appealing to me. I also don’t
want to lose my current rates, although it’s very possible that the
reason I’m getting these rates is due to a mistake on Optus’s part. I’m
already on a loyalty government plan with cheap per minute rates? I
don’t mind at all. πŸ˜‰

Arguments for 4-MAR

Note: This is a post by veritas.

Disclaimer: Important! Read me first! [sixthseal.com]

Caution: Important! Read me first! [sixthseal.com]

Insufflated methamphetamine doses has never “lasted” this long
before. I don’t mean “last” as in keeping me awake, that’s pointless
when you’re all scattered and shit from the comedown. By “last” I mean,
keeping me awake WITH mental clarity! =D Unthinkable! Personally, I
need to re-dose frequently with methamphetamines or else “mental
fatigue” sets in. You know what I’m talking about…it’s that twilight
zone when you’re wide awake but you can’t do anything coz your mind is
scattered left, right and center. It’s been more than 24 hours since my
last bump of 4-MAR and I’m still fresh! Unimaginable! Very unusual long
lasting ‘mental clarity’ effects, personally, I’m already convinced
that this really is the rare 4-MAR (U4EA) instead of crystal
methamphetamine.

Remember when I said I’ll keep the other point till a later time to
understand the substance better? Uh yeah, I think I’ll consume it today
after all, strictly in the interests of limiting my legal
liability by discarding all the evidence that could be used against me.
The disposal of the substance will take place in my nostrils, which
changes the legal distinction quite significantly, from possession to
consumption. There you go, I’ve already significantly reduced the legal
ramifications. What? Denial? Isn’t that just a river in Egypt? πŸ˜‰
Anyway, I don’t fear you, long lasting 4-MAR. I’ve got a benzo tea
party happening right here in my room:

benzotea.jpg

Valium: Klonopin 2mg, is that your baby? My…she’s grown so much since I last saw her.
Klonopin 2 mg: Yeah, next thing you know, she’ll be leaving me to go off to college.
Klonopin 0.5 mg: Waa…waa…
Xanax: This is good tea.
Dexamphetamine: Hello, mind if I join in?
Xanax: Go away, can’t you read? Benzos ONLY!
Dexamphetamine: *mumbles*there’s some drug classification discrimination happening around here*mumbles*

Oh, and by the way, I DO NOT recommend exercise while on 4-MAR.
Moderate walking had my heart jack hammering and my brain was going:
*coronary alert* *coronary alert* *stroke eminent* *cardiac arrest in 10 seconds* *hypertensive crisis in progress*
Seriously though, I feared for the well-being of my heart and I nearly
blacked out. This is not paranoia, I timed by heart beats. So yeah,
avoid exercise while on 4-MAR. My heart is still pounding after 15
minutes of rest, so there is a real risk of cardiac failure, all jokes
aside. Beware. Exercise (oh, the irony) caution.

Anyway, blood pressure goes up too, to the point that I can feel the
pressure against my veins, if that sounds logical. There is a high body
load involved indeed, I try to refrain from using hyperbolic terms, but
I can’t this time. My blood pressure is skyrocketing. Fuck, I feel like
I’m going to kick the bucket anytime. Sheesh…and I’m not even moving!
Please, if you’re considering 4-MAR consumption, be very cautious about
the high body load. Serious health issues may lie ahead, if you have
existing hypertension/heart conditions. Be still, my beating heart.
Onegai. Just take it easy for a while alright?

Okay, that’s a very serious side effect that you need to be aware
of. It’s very, very stressful on the heart. Erowid was right about aminorex substances and pulmonary hypertension
[erowid.org]. I like to think of myself as experienced and yet I forget
(or to be honest, ignore) the important axiom “You can always take
more, but you can’t take less”. I don’t mean to go on and on about
this, but it’s a serious issue and deserves to be emphasized. Just be
cautious with the dosages of 4-MAR, it stresses the heart like no other
substance. I find (meth)amphetamines can’t even compare to the stress
4-MAR puts on the heart. Take care with this substance! It’ll be the
perfect study/work drug if only it didn’t tax the heart so much. I
prefer it to dextroamphetamine and methamphetamine for studying and
assignments, but my heart just can’t stand the strain being exerted on
it by this particular substance. I’m just glad my heart seems to be
coping with the stress. Thank God!

Anyway, I went to get some multivitamins at the pharmacy (which explains the walking bit):

mvcont.jpg
Swisse Men’s ULTIVITE
Multi-vitamin
Mineral & Anti-oxidant
With Herbs
Formula 1
Formulated by a professor based on 20 years of research.
60 tablets (2 months supply) for A$27.40

Me: Hello, can you recommend a good multivitamin that really works?
Girl: Yeah, this one is really good, it’s got all the daily requirements so you only need one per day.
Me: I hear that not all the vitamins and minerals are digested
and utilized with synthetic multivitamins though, does this really
absorb well?
Girl: Well, they’ve got one for men and one for women and I’m on
the one for women and I find it very energizing. There’s ginkgo in
them, which gives you a boost of energy.
Me: Hmm…I don’t need that extra stuff. I just want to ensure
that I’m getting all the vitamins and minerals I need when I skip meals.
Girl: (noticing my dilated pupils) I see. Well, this one will
work well for that, although you need to take it with meals. It gives
you a boost of energy too.
Me: I don’t need a boost of energy. (Thinking: I’ll take other
‘nutritional supplements’ if I’m after a boost of energy) I just want a
good balanced multivitamin with a high bioavailability (I impress
myself sometimes) when I don’t eat meals.
Girl: Oh, this would be perfect then. It’s not meant to be a meal replacement, but the formula does maximize absorption.
Me: Great!

mvpill.jpg

Tweaker’s best friend? I don’t know, but it could be. πŸ™‚ Just look at the size of these monsters!
The pills are huge! It’s pictured next to an A$2 coin as a scale guide.
Marvel at the impressive list of vitamins, minerals and herbs on the
container. Hmm…I’m half marveling and half worried about potential
interactions with other substances. There seems to be a lot of
questionable herbal extracts in there. I’m trusting that your 20 years
of research includes interaction studies with prescription and
recreational drugs, prof.

Hyperbolic adjectives used in the post: unthinkable, unimaginable, jack hammering, pounding, skyrocketing, huge, impressive, marveling.

I am superhuman. The word ‘sleep’ is foreign to me!

Caution

Caution: Experimenting with chemical substances has risks
associated with it. Make sure you’re fully aware of the risks you’re
taking before consuming any substances. This report is not encouraging the use of illicit substances, and is just a personal “trip report” (journal) by veritas, who is a guest author on this blog. The owner of this domain does not condone any illegal activity and advices interested users to fully research the substance in question before even considering taking it.

Disclaimer

Disclaimer: This post and all other drug related posts is made by veritas, who is a guest author
on this blog. The owner of this domain is not responsible for the posts
made by any guest authors. The owner of the domain and the main author
of this blog posts under the nick ‘hbpoh’ and is a distinct and
separate entity from the guest author ‘veritas’. The main author and
owner of the domain is not to be mistaken for the guest author or vice
versa. The terms “domain owner”, “main author”, “blog owner” and the
nicknames ‘hbpoh’ and ‘killuminati’ are used interchangeably and is
collectively referred to as the persona “Huai Bin” and this is listed
by the whois lookup as the owner of this domain. The terms “guest
author” and “veritas” are used interchangeably and veritas does not
reside at the same place as the owner of the domain nor is he
affiliated or associated in any way with the owner of the domain
besides having limited posting privileges on this blog. The owner of
the domain does not have any personal information about veritas. The owner of this domain does not possess any illegal substances.

Related Posts Plugin for WordPress, Blogger...