Where did that come from?

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I’ve walked this route nearly every day for 2 1/2 years now and I’ve
never seen this sign before. I could have sworn it wasn’t there before,
and yet the sign is dated 1996. It’s just by the instant traffic lights
to halls too, so I wonder how I could have missed it all the while. I
wanted to post this yesterday, but I forgot. I just found it strange
that I’ve never noticed this sign before today. Golf practice indeed.
Heh! πŸ™‚

Stop the press!

Note: This is a post by veritas.

OMG, I just found a cure for ‘speed dick’ aka “I can’t get it up
when I’m tweaking, dammit!”. I just saw several photos of a really hot
chick which provoked an instant response of mind blinding lust.
=D I’m not at liberty to share the photos (you don’t know what you’re
missing!) so unfortunately I can’t show you the tantalizing images that
provokes thoughts of pure desire and lust for the subject. I fear that
photographic media will never arouse me again after this. I’ll be
subconsciously comparing other photographs against the ones I was
privileged to see today and all will fall short. I had previously
thought I’ve gained a particular ‘tolerance’ towards photographic media
as a visual arousal cue, but I was wrong. I’ve can’t remember the last
time I’ve been so stimulated just by looking at a photo!

The first glance produced a nearly uncontrollable state of arousal
although my mind still hasn’t registered and processed the components
of the image yet. It was a Pavlov reaction in that sense, I was
terribly aroused, but I didn’t know why, because my neurons have yet to
translate the visual input into a cohesive image. These are truly
amazing photos of a really beautiful girl. It just did the trick for
me, and then it was “Houston, we have liftoff”. The fact that the
pictures alone overcame the seldom talked about side-effect of
amphetamines certainly was interesting and deserves mention.

Granted, the subject of the photos is very sexually
appealing, but the amphetamine induced er…contraction of that
particular organ isn’t very easy to overcome either and that makes this
a case where excessive use of hyperbolic adjectives is warranted. πŸ˜‰
I’m still looking at the photos now, and I’m feeling another rush of
blood to my loins as I visually devour her feminine features – the
alluring face, with eyes that seem to stare straight at me, the lovely
shade of wispy brown hair falling beautifully around her, and I’m
hypnotized by her soft, smooth skin and I long for just a taste of her
tender, perfect legs and in my fantasy, I am gently parting her supple,
yielding legs and indulging in her essence while she exhales softly and
reaches out for me…

Okay, now writing all that made me need a really cold shower again. πŸ˜‰ I think I’ll better crash the benzo tea party
[sixthseal.com] and eat every single one of the guests now (except
dexamphetamine, of course – he wasn’t invited anyway). It’s getting
late and sleep is still far from my dopamine saturated brain. Now that
I think of it, I haven’t eaten anything in days. Oh well, I’ll just get
some food in me when I wake up. I’m still very much awake and charged
up, so do your magic, alprazolam, and lead me down the path where
reality is dreaming and the land is abundant with Zzz…

Cryptic

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I saw this ad on the floor while walking on the Clayton campus
today. It’s for the regular poster sales they have at the campus
center. Very enigmatic…

Anyway, I just got a call from an Optus representative offering to
upgrade my phone set. It sounded good until he mentioned the 24 month
contract. I told him there’s no way I can do that, coz I’m graduating
in June. Well, he said I’m due for an upgrade (probably part of their
new customer service to reduce churn) and offered me A$11 free call
credits per month for 12 months. There’s a catch though, if I leave
within 12 months, I have to pay A$55 and even my poor math skillz tells
me that’s not good value considering the fact that I’m graduating in
June. Okay, their anti-churn techniques are very sneaky indeed. Oh, and
churn is the industry term for customers switching over to a
competitor’s network. Now, I bargained for a 6 month term of A$22
credits but of course he couldn’t make that happen. Haha! I pushed for
the ‘yes’AnyPhone plan, which I really want to get on coz of the 30
cents for 10 minutes calls to landlines and mobiles. It’s very useful
when using a calling card at night. Unfortunately, that requires me to
change my plan to a A$55 dollar a month one, with A$55 call credits. It
sounded okay at first, but wait, being on that plan will increase my 30
second charges by 6 cents. Of course I declined. Oh yeah, something
funny happened at this point. The rep was looking at my details and he
was wondering how I got on a government plan. Heh! My current plan has
really cheap per minute rates and it’s charged every 30 seconds (more
cost effective) and I need to pay for usage only, so it’s not actually
a plan. He puzzled over it and asked me how I got on this rate which is
meant for loyal customers in the government and large organizations.
Well, to tell you the truth, I don’t know. I stopped pushing for
upgrades after that, none of them sounded appealing to me. I also don’t
want to lose my current rates, although it’s very possible that the
reason I’m getting these rates is due to a mistake on Optus’s part. I’m
already on a loyalty government plan with cheap per minute rates? I
don’t mind at all. πŸ˜‰

Arguments for 4-MAR

Note: This is a post by veritas.

Disclaimer: Important! Read me first! [sixthseal.com]

Caution: Important! Read me first! [sixthseal.com]

Insufflated methamphetamine doses has never “lasted” this long
before. I don’t mean “last” as in keeping me awake, that’s pointless
when you’re all scattered and shit from the comedown. By “last” I mean,
keeping me awake WITH mental clarity! =D Unthinkable! Personally, I
need to re-dose frequently with methamphetamines or else “mental
fatigue” sets in. You know what I’m talking about…it’s that twilight
zone when you’re wide awake but you can’t do anything coz your mind is
scattered left, right and center. It’s been more than 24 hours since my
last bump of 4-MAR and I’m still fresh! Unimaginable! Very unusual long
lasting ‘mental clarity’ effects, personally, I’m already convinced
that this really is the rare 4-MAR (U4EA) instead of crystal
methamphetamine.

Remember when I said I’ll keep the other point till a later time to
understand the substance better? Uh yeah, I think I’ll consume it today
after all, strictly in the interests of limiting my legal
liability by discarding all the evidence that could be used against me.
The disposal of the substance will take place in my nostrils, which
changes the legal distinction quite significantly, from possession to
consumption. There you go, I’ve already significantly reduced the legal
ramifications. What? Denial? Isn’t that just a river in Egypt? πŸ˜‰
Anyway, I don’t fear you, long lasting 4-MAR. I’ve got a benzo tea
party happening right here in my room:

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Valium: Klonopin 2mg, is that your baby? My…she’s grown so much since I last saw her.
Klonopin 2 mg: Yeah, next thing you know, she’ll be leaving me to go off to college.
Klonopin 0.5 mg: Waa…waa…
Xanax: This is good tea.
Dexamphetamine: Hello, mind if I join in?
Xanax: Go away, can’t you read? Benzos ONLY!
Dexamphetamine: *mumbles*there’s some drug classification discrimination happening around here*mumbles*

Oh, and by the way, I DO NOT recommend exercise while on 4-MAR.
Moderate walking had my heart jack hammering and my brain was going:
*coronary alert* *coronary alert* *stroke eminent* *cardiac arrest in 10 seconds* *hypertensive crisis in progress*
Seriously though, I feared for the well-being of my heart and I nearly
blacked out. This is not paranoia, I timed by heart beats. So yeah,
avoid exercise while on 4-MAR. My heart is still pounding after 15
minutes of rest, so there is a real risk of cardiac failure, all jokes
aside. Beware. Exercise (oh, the irony) caution.

Anyway, blood pressure goes up too, to the point that I can feel the
pressure against my veins, if that sounds logical. There is a high body
load involved indeed, I try to refrain from using hyperbolic terms, but
I can’t this time. My blood pressure is skyrocketing. Fuck, I feel like
I’m going to kick the bucket anytime. Sheesh…and I’m not even moving!
Please, if you’re considering 4-MAR consumption, be very cautious about
the high body load. Serious health issues may lie ahead, if you have
existing hypertension/heart conditions. Be still, my beating heart.
Onegai. Just take it easy for a while alright?

Okay, that’s a very serious side effect that you need to be aware
of. It’s very, very stressful on the heart. Erowid was right about aminorex substances and pulmonary hypertension
[erowid.org]. I like to think of myself as experienced and yet I forget
(or to be honest, ignore) the important axiom “You can always take
more, but you can’t take less”. I don’t mean to go on and on about
this, but it’s a serious issue and deserves to be emphasized. Just be
cautious with the dosages of 4-MAR, it stresses the heart like no other
substance. I find (meth)amphetamines can’t even compare to the stress
4-MAR puts on the heart. Take care with this substance! It’ll be the
perfect study/work drug if only it didn’t tax the heart so much. I
prefer it to dextroamphetamine and methamphetamine for studying and
assignments, but my heart just can’t stand the strain being exerted on
it by this particular substance. I’m just glad my heart seems to be
coping with the stress. Thank God!

Anyway, I went to get some multivitamins at the pharmacy (which explains the walking bit):

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Swisse Men’s ULTIVITE
Multi-vitamin
Mineral & Anti-oxidant
With Herbs
Formula 1
Formulated by a professor based on 20 years of research.
60 tablets (2 months supply) for A$27.40

Me: Hello, can you recommend a good multivitamin that really works?
Girl: Yeah, this one is really good, it’s got all the daily requirements so you only need one per day.
Me: I hear that not all the vitamins and minerals are digested
and utilized with synthetic multivitamins though, does this really
absorb well?
Girl: Well, they’ve got one for men and one for women and I’m on
the one for women and I find it very energizing. There’s ginkgo in
them, which gives you a boost of energy.
Me: Hmm…I don’t need that extra stuff. I just want to ensure
that I’m getting all the vitamins and minerals I need when I skip meals.
Girl: (noticing my dilated pupils) I see. Well, this one will
work well for that, although you need to take it with meals. It gives
you a boost of energy too.
Me: I don’t need a boost of energy. (Thinking: I’ll take other
‘nutritional supplements’ if I’m after a boost of energy) I just want a
good balanced multivitamin with a high bioavailability (I impress
myself sometimes) when I don’t eat meals.
Girl: Oh, this would be perfect then. It’s not meant to be a meal replacement, but the formula does maximize absorption.
Me: Great!

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Tweaker’s best friend? I don’t know, but it could be. πŸ™‚ Just look at the size of these monsters!
The pills are huge! It’s pictured next to an A$2 coin as a scale guide.
Marvel at the impressive list of vitamins, minerals and herbs on the
container. Hmm…I’m half marveling and half worried about potential
interactions with other substances. There seems to be a lot of
questionable herbal extracts in there. I’m trusting that your 20 years
of research includes interaction studies with prescription and
recreational drugs, prof.

Hyperbolic adjectives used in the post: unthinkable, unimaginable, jack hammering, pounding, skyrocketing, huge, impressive, marveling.

I am superhuman. The word ‘sleep’ is foreign to me!

Caution

Caution: Experimenting with chemical substances has risks
associated with it. Make sure you’re fully aware of the risks you’re
taking before consuming any substances. This report is not encouraging the use of illicit substances, and is just a personal “trip report” (journal) by veritas, who is a guest author on this blog. The owner of this domain does not condone any illegal activity and advices interested users to fully research the substance in question before even considering taking it.

Disclaimer

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4-MAR (U4EA)

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made by any guest authors. The owner of the domain and the main author
of this blog posts under the nick ‘hbpoh’ and is a distinct and
separate entity from the guest author ‘veritas’. The main author and
owner of the domain is not to be mistaken for the guest author. The
terms “domain owner”, “main author”, “blog owner” and the nicknames
‘hbpoh’ and ‘killuminati’ are used interchangeably and is collectively
referred to as the persona “Huai Bin” and this is listed by the whois
lookup as the owner of this domain. The terms “guest author” and
“veritas” are used interchangeably and veritas does not reside at the
same place as the owner of the domain nor is he affiliated or
associated in any way with the owner of the domain besides having
limited posting privileges on this blog. The owner of the domain does
not have any personal information about veritas. The owner of this domain does not possess any illegal substances.

Caution: Experimenting with chemical substances has risks
associated with it. Make sure you’re fully aware of the risks you’re
taking before consuming any substances. This report is not encouraging the use of illicit substances, and is just a personal “trip report” (journal) by veritas, who is a guest author on this blog. The owner of this domain does not condone any illegal activity and advices interested users to fully research the substance in question before even considering taking it.

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Two foils of 4-MAR containing 100 mg each.

Okay, I have recently acquired 2 points (a point is 0.1 gram or 100
mg – local slang) of a substance sold to me as Ice. I’ve been told it’s
NOT methamphetamine but U4EA (U4Euh). U4EA (pronounced euphoria) is the
common name for 4-methylaminorex (4-MAR)
[erowid.org]. Now this substance is not common at all, so I was
surprised at the availability of it. It costs only A$25 for a point of
powder. It’s not pure crystals (that’s a given, considering the price)
but I can see crystals in the crushed white powder mix. It burnt really
bad going up, and take note that I regularly insufflate crushed
dexamphetamine tablets, so I know the difference between an
unremarkable burning and a fairly bad burning, although my scale might
differ from yours. πŸ™‚

Substance: 4-methylaminorex (4-MAR) also known as U4EA (Euphoria).
Initial dosage: 50 mg (eyeballed 1/2 of a point)
Method of administration: Insufflated (snorted)
Notes: I had 50 mg dexamphetamine orally about 6 hours ago on an
empty stomach, if that’s of interest. I was coming down when I
insufflated this.
Taste: Very, very bitter, like methamphetamine (licked a bit off the foil).
Drip: Gosh, I don’t even want to go into the drip. Nasty, bitter
stuff. Man…either the crystals are cut with something like quinine or
4-MAR tastes different from methamphetamine.
Visual: It’s a white powder with crystalline bits visible inside.

I’m feeling charged up now, renewed the flagging dexamphetamine
high. I snorted another 1/4 point and it’s definitely feeling pretty
speedy here in my slice of space/time. πŸ™‚ I can’t tell for sure
(scientifically) whether it’s really U4EA (4-MAR), but it’s definitely
at least methamphetamine. It takes fairly long to come up though, it’s
not the instant charge of methamphetamine but it took damn near half an
hour to make it’s presence felt. It feels different from meth though,
but unless someone knows how to test for methamphetamine vs 4-MAR I
can’t say for sure.

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The white powder with crystals inside the foil

My contact is pretty knowledgeable about drugs, and he’s not a dodgy
guy plus I can see no reason for him to say it’s U4EA as opposed to
meth, coz I would have bought it anyway. He also got hold of something
that most people can’t (Uncle Sid is in town =D), so I don’t doubt his
ability to get rare substances. I don’t care either way, coz it’s good
stuff compared to the meth that I used to get off another contact. It’s
definitely a powerful substance, just 0.75 mg (snorted) staved off and
totally negated a 50 mg dexamphetamine comedown and overcame the built
up amphetamine tolerance to give me a new rush of energy. My contact
warned me to go slow on this one, and that’s good advice. With only
0.75 mg insufflated, I’m feeling borderline amphetamine overdosage
indications, although strangely without the anxiety. This is going to
keep me up for a long while indeed. I get icy cold hands and feet and
compulsive behavior like biting my bottom lip.

stop doing that! stop it! can’t…feel a compulsion…stop! my bottom lip is getting mangled.

I’m feeling a strange body high too. Yes, a very different body
high. I’m feeling it now, it’s like the feeling of pissing while on
dexamphetamine, you get this head rush and a tingly sensation all over
your body. It started out very messy and scattered and it’s quite an
intense high, but whether this is from the combination with
dexamphetamine or just that I took too much amphetamines type
stimulants in one day, I don’t know. What I do know is that my heart is
beating uncomfortably fast and that worries me. I’m ignoring it though,
standard amphetamine side effects *whistling in denial*.

Okay, after an hour, my mind is starting to clear up, and heavy jaw
clenches and jaw tension is getting better. I feel like I can actually
work and think on this drug again, instead of the messy, scattered come
up I felt then. Unless I have contrary evidence, I believe my contact
in that this is 4-MAR (U4EA). I’m very wide awake and clear headed now.
It’s a surprisingly very ‘clear’ and ‘clean’ high compared to
methamphetamine. Keep in mind that this is qualitative evidence based
on my experience, how much is placebo and how much is true
pharmacological effects is questionable. What I mean by this is that I
can’t scientifically claim that this is either 4-MAR or meth, but I can
say for certain that the substance is a strong stimulant comparable
with methamphetamines. Furthermore, 50 mg of dextroamphetamine was
consumed orally beforehand (T -6:00) and that might have affected the
substance in unknown ways. I’ll try again next time with just 4-MAR
alone to really get a feel for the substance.

T-Shirt (Powered by: C10H15N)

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Front of the T-Shirt

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Back of the T-Shirt

Okay, I’ve been getting into fooling around with Photoshop during my
breaks. I’m currently working on one of my 4000 word assignments now
and fleshed this out during a 15 minute break. I’m was thinking about
this during the character design requests for The Kollective [sixthseal.com] manga (which will be drawn in late June by Daniel
[geocities.com], the aspiring manga creator ;)) a couple of posts back
and I’m planning to get this printed into a real t-shirt. I like how it
came out, it reflects my interests and it’s subtle enough to not mean
anything to people not into the scene (and thus not attracting unwanted
attention) and yet gets the point across with an obscure reference
(which rewards people in the scene by ‘getting’ the reference and other
people for having the intellectual threshold to grasp the reference in
principal). What does everyone think? Should the back design be on the
front? I’m thinking this is better to get more ‘views’. Putting the
back design on the front is counter-productive because most people tend
of avoid eye contact and looking at my chest is too obvious and so
people will not have the chance to read everything. Having “I’m faster
than you…” on the front is meant as a ‘hook’ to get attention. The
phrase is fast and easy to read and ideally will generate interest. If
the ‘hook’ is effective, people will turn back to see the ‘punch line’
at the back of the t-shirt, so to speak. They can then read the more
verbose back design (which also p1mps my site ;)) while my back is to
them without appearing too hostile/confrontational or obvious due to
the “eye contact factor”. Thus, more ‘views’. This is from someone
who’s a computing major and is really clueless about design and hasn’t
done any sociology and minimal psychology subjects, so I may be
speaking out of my ass here with my quasi pop-psychology, but that’s
what I’ve noticed from human behavior extrapolated to effective t-shirt
designs. πŸ˜‰ The “Powered by:” idea is from the AMD/Intel slogans and
the methamphetamine molecular structure picture and chemical formula is
from Rhodium
[rhodium.ws]. Any chemistry majors out there, feel free to correct any
errors in the molecular structure or chemical formula. Also, the fonts
are going to be sharper than they appear right now. Otherwise, I’ll
like to hear about what everyone thinks. Comments please, good design
or bad design and why?

Edit: I’ve been informed by a respected chemistry degree
holder that the chemical formula does not match the molecular
structure. Now, I’m no chemistry expert and I failed even SPM level
chemistry, but I think the ASCII representation is correct, they just
don’t show the hydrogen atoms. How do I know which ones are hydrogen
atoms and what are carbon atoms? I compared it to this 3D representation
[erowid.org] and counted the white thingies manually. πŸ˜‰ I’m such a
hack, I have no skillz. I found that there were 15 white thingies and
the chemical formula has a H15 so I figured those are hydrogen
molecules. Haha! Anyway, also found out that the ASCII representation
drew the carbon atoms correctly, with the nitrogen atom connection
intact. I’m using atom and molecule interchangeably here, which again
highlights my lack of chemistry knowledge. πŸ™‚ What is strange to me is
the fact that they drew the hydrogen atom at the nitrogen bond but not
anyplace else. Hmm…why is that? To save time or is it understandable
enough already? Chemistry people out there, is the ASCII design (the
one on the t-shirt) accurate enough or do I have to add H at
every joint and ending? Anyway, I still think the ASCII one looks
better (more subtle) than the 3D representation (link above). What do
you all think?

Star BBQ Restaurant

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Star BBQ Restaurant exterior.

I went to Star BBQ Restaurant at Westfield Shopping Town yesterday
with Adrian and Christopher. It’s a buffet BBQ where there’s a variety
of pre-marinated meats and seafood in addition to cooked foods like
fried rice, honey chicken, peppered fish etc. It seems pretty popular
coz the place was packed the whole time we were there.

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Hot Food, BBQ Meats, Desserts etc.

Anyway, I can’t remember what happened much but I ate more plates of
food than I could count. I particularly liked the drunken chicken
(yeah! had heaps of the drumstick bits) and the squid marinated
(drowned?) in Thai sweet chili sauce.

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Shanghai pancake/pie.

Other things that I remember having: some strange Shanghai pancake
thingy that was filled with spring onions and a tiny bit of egg and
cooked on the spot, honey chicken, fried rice, fried noodles, mussels,
really large squid, variety of marinated meats and seafood, peppered
fish, green tea/mango pudding, heaps of soft serve ice cream with nuts
and caramel/choc sauce, sago pudding, jellies etc.

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BBQ pit on every table.

and I just remembered that after I looked at the pictures, last
night was pretty much a blur. πŸ˜‰ I felt so bloated after I finished
that I was sure my stomach lining was going to give way anytime. I
really reached full capacity last night. Heh.

aftrmath.jpg
The aftermath (some plates have been taken away).

It put me in a bit of a dilemma too. The food was salty and MSG
laden and I was so full already so I couldn’t drink more water. I was
like:

drink more water?
noooo…stomach can’t take any more volume
but msg, salt! me thirsty
hold…
wait for my go
can’t…take…any…more…right…now

and so it goes. πŸ™‚

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Me (Huai Bin) and Adrian.

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Me (Huai Bin) and Christopher.

I was holding onto my stomach the whole time coz I was sure it was
going to burst at any time and I was helping to reduce the pressure.
Haha! I look very sedated in the photos but I swear that my Xanax face
[itsariot.com] is not due to a combination of Xanax + cannabis but
because I was too full. πŸ˜‰ With hindsight, it was a bit torturing but
it sure is giving me much needed energy for tonight’s 36 hour run to
finish my assignments and tutorial exercises. Good thing I don’t have
classes on Mondays. πŸ™‚

5th April 1981

I was born 22 years ago, so I guess that makes today my birthday. πŸ™‚
I’ll probably just go out for a buffet BBQ and maybe a movie with a
couple of my ex-classmates from Clayton. I had planned to head down to
QBH later where some of my uni mates are, but that has been scrapped
due to my unfinished assignments that’s due next week.

Anyway, I’ve been thinking about resurrecting my 24/7 webcam now
that I’ve found a fast way to tunnel through the uni’s proxy, but
that’s still on the back of the to-do list of items. There’s bandwidth
issues to consider as well as the possibility of the webcam showing me
doing something compromising, like smoking a bong or something. Haha!
I’m kidding. That’s it for now. Catch you all later.

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